I was talking to this woman who I see around school quite a bit. I told her about a class I'm taking in grant writing and how I might like to consult for a while to make money for Grad School. It seems she has her own company and might be needing a grant writer about the time I graduate at the end of the year. She gave me her card.

No matter what comes of this, I really needed this. Sometimes the Lord let's you see a bit of the promised land to help you get clarity around your goals. I love to write and I'm damn good at it, I love doing research, I need money.

I can do this.

As of today, my future is so very unclear and (as more then one therapist has pointed out to me) that is a nearly unbearable situation for me emotionally and psychologically. No wonder I can't sleep or take care of myself. I'll be ok, though, I'll be okay.

Stay Tuned!