A Love Song for Two

Despite all of the unwarranted (and unwanted) trouble in my life these days, I got great news today: two friends of mine are in love with each other. These are two people who radiate absolute goodness from their core. They are two souls wild and pure of heart. They have both lived a 21st century kind of life and bear the bumps and bruises of trying to connect and trying to connect, but up until now it's hasn't been with the right person at the right time.

I am so happy for them. I believe that sometimes shit happens and sometimes God lays certain paths in front of us and we have the choice of whether to take them or not. I'm so glad these two chose to take the path that brought them together.

I was going to post some lyrics from Love Song by the Cure but the thought of poetry 3 days in a row.....


....Oh what the hell!

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you

For K and R, ain't it grand.

One More Thing

I was talking to this woman who I see around school quite a bit. I told her about a class I'm taking in grant writing and how I might like to consult for a while to make money for Grad School. It seems she has her own company and might be needing a grant writer about the time I graduate at the end of the year. She gave me her card.

No matter what comes of this, I really needed this. Sometimes the Lord let's you see a bit of the promised land to help you get clarity around your goals. I love to write and I'm damn good at it, I love doing research, I need money.

I can do this.

As of today, my future is so very unclear and (as more then one therapist has pointed out to me) that is a nearly unbearable situation for me emotionally and psychologically. No wonder I can't sleep or take care of myself. I'll be ok, though, I'll be okay.

Stay Tuned!